Am I always behind?

I have so many thoughts that go through my head everyday, I often think if I could get an "app" to record them all for me and put them into a blog I would be the world's best blogger :)

But I am not, and then I come to moments like this where I don't even know where to start to try to catch up...on the blog, my scrapbooks, my housework, my Christmas cards, calling close friends, cleaning out closets, Christmas shopping, packing....the list could go on and on.

But as I was pondering these thoughts this morning I found that there is one place that I will always SEEK to be behind. I ALWAYS want to be behind Jesus!

I want to STAND for HIM and have his back in all I do and say!
“Whoever acknowledges me before others, I will also acknowledge before my Father in heaven." Matthew 10:31-33

I want to FOLLOW HIM where ever He would lead me and TRUST in HIS plan for my life!
"that his line will continue forever and his throne endure before me like the sun;" Psalm 89:35-37; "This is the one about whom it is written: “‘I will send my messenger ahead of you, who will prepare your way before you.’" Matthew 11:9-11

I want to find myself at HIS feet, coming at HIM from behind just to touch the hem of HIS robe and to JUST BE in HIS presence! "When she heard about Jesus, she came up behind him in the crowd and touched his cloak, because she thought, “If I just touch his clothes, I will be healed.”
Mark 5:26-28

I want to TRUST HIM for my PROVISION...that HE will meet all my NEEDS and I will recognize what they are! "You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows." Psalm 23:4-6

I want to be AWARE of my need for a SAVIOR and ever willing and quick to be REPENTANT!
For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me. Psalm 51:2-4

Oh, My GOD! Allow me to walk behind you, to allow you to go before me and prepare the way! I seek to bring glory to your name. And as we live in this ADVENT season, may that GLORY and GRATITUDE overflow...you gave your son, your child for ME, Lord...for ME!